People always ask me why I run track. I say it's because of my friends. Secretly though, I know it's because if I didn't, I would be anorexic. I wish I could not eat, but I need to for running. I need to be thin.

I was severley depressed & suicidal last summer. I've told only one person, my boyfriend at the time, and he left me because of it. Since then, ive been afraid to tell anyone else. So to the world, i was depressed and wanted to desperately kill myself. Fuck you zac, for leaving me after that. I will never forgive you.

Everyone knows that I suffer from depression. They all think that I am "better" and back to "normal." The sad part is I am hiding more scars from my friends now, then I ever thought I would have to. I wish I could be all that my friends think I am, I wish I could be normal just like they think I am. I wish I could feel the way they think I should feel. I wish I could feel happiness.

I didn't have to mention my depression. I never mentioned it inside my school. She's the first to say anything to me without me having to tell her.
Thank you.
These are tears of happiness.

I sniff test my vagina more than a dog licks its own asshole.

i currently live in australia and i've had eczema since i moved back two years ago. it doesn't get better, i've used every ointment and cream and pill i possibly could have and its driving me crazy. i can't go out and enjoy myself because its all over my face and body. i haven't gotten laid since i was 16. i'm not 21. and i'm a guy.

I used to cut myself, but I stopped on my own. I have only had two relapses in the past year. Both of them were while I was home from college. Both of them were because of things my dad said to me. I love him so much, I just wish that when he said those things, I could take my anger out on him, instead of my body. He makes me feel worthless. And the worst part is, when he does this, all I can think is that he's right, I screwed up, and he's a saint for tolerating me.

I smoked weed for the first time a few days ago and it was the most boring experience I have ever had, it did absolutely nothing! I don't get why weed is such a big deal, I much rather get shitfaced drunk, now that shit should become illegal again; it get's you way more messed up than weed ever could!!

I weigh 325 lbs and want to kill myself every time I look in the mirror. I know everybody finds me disgusting and I have no friends anymore. I don't know how my life turned into this.

My Dr. just started me on prescription anti-depressants. I tried a couple of different ones when I was a teen but I don't believe in them really because I think my depression is because of my situation. I'll be 29 next month and I've been poor all my life. I work hard, taking less than the legally required number of breaks and have atendonitis yet I never get ahead. I'm a burden to my family and my friends and I want to kill myself more every day.